Hello from the upside down!

Глава 1#HelloHi there!I don’t know how to start, so I’ll just start.Today I’m writing this text for those who hate their lives, who are willing to end their lives the soonest possible. I don’t know you, neither I know how old you are, why, etc. - I know nothing about your issues, problems or anything else that might have led you to this choice or even idea of considering such outcome.Some time ago I was told that I’m sick and that’s strange being alive in my case (!!!!) The main mystery for the docs was that my case doesn’t show any visible aggravations. Ouch! My doc was considering me as some sort of a living dead (did you like the film? he was shocked at me.) As for me, I was hopeless; I hated the terrified glance of the medical staff.Thank God I have survived this information and their diverse sorts of treatment.Thank God I have survived some more time… and about 8 or 9 years now. I …